I asked my mom if I could've been molested

I can't really discuss it in total depth right now, but I finally got brave enough to ask my mom if she thinks there is any possible way my father or someone else molested me when I was young. I'm trying to piece together why I'm so prone to dissociating and blocking things out of my head. Basically the first nine years of my life are blank. I have blocked out almost everything. I only have a